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FIC- "Tricks" Chapter 4 (Aoi/Kai, one-sided Myv/Kai)
by † Ñøβara † (nyanya_nobara)
at March 9th, 2008 (04:13 pm)

now feeling: nerdy
now singing: Pierrot- "Smiley Skeleton"

Title: Tricks
Chapters: 4/5
Author: nyanya_nobara
Genre: drama, angst, fluff
Warnings: ncs/rape, language
Rating: R overall
Pairings: Aoi/Kai, Miyavi/Kai (one sided), side Uruha/Reita and a tiny mention of Ruki/Shou
Summary: Are things really what they seem? And who’s got some tricks up their sleeve? Can things be set right again?
Disclaimer: Don’t own them. This story is purely fictional.
Comments: More drama, lol. Blame Aoi muse XD
For tsu325

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3

Ruki drove as fast as he could to Aoi’s apartment. “What the hell happened?” He wondered out loud to himself. He’d never seen the drummer like that before…so scared, so weak. Something terrible happened last night…but what? The vocalist couldn’t quite put his finger on it. He chewed on his lip as he accelerated, thinking of all the possibilities.

Let’s see, Aoi and Kai were fine during practice yesterday. Kai stayed late, but that’s nothing new. That ruled out the possibility of a fight, because Aoi left the studio happy. And what does Miyavi have to do with all this? He wasn’t even there yesterday. All this was way too confusing…nothing made sense… Man, the last time we saw Miyavi, I remember Aoi got pissed at him ‘cause he tried to kiss Kai…

The guitarist’s building came into sight. Ruki quickly parked his car and hoped out, his mind still trying to process everything…and then it hit him. “Oh shit…he couldn’t have…” he gasped out loud as he froze in his tracks for a moment. Yeah, that all made sense. What else would Miyavi have to do with this than come between Aoi and Kai? They all could see how much the taller vocalist liked their band leader, but no one would have guessed he’d take it that far… Would he? “…Fuck!” The vocalist ran up the stairs to Aoi’s apartment as fast as his legs would take him.

“AOI!” the out of breath vocalist burst through the door, using his key to get in. Usually, Ruki would knock and wait for his friend to let him in, but this was no time for formalities. He knew that he couldn’t waste any time, not even a second. Kai’s current state, combined with the fact that he hadn’t heard from Uruha and Reita about Miyavi, made him nervous. And he got the feeling that they weren’t out of the deep end yet. “Aoi, I know you’re here! Don’t hide from me!”

The raven haired man emerged from his bedroom near the back of the apartment. “Ruki? What the hell are you doing here?!” Aoi still sounded annoyed, but he seemed to have calmed down a bit since his scene at the studio.

Ruki took a few deep breaths to calm his body down, “Aoi, we need to talk. Now,” he remained stern and strong. He’d seen his friend’s bad temper before, and he knew he couldn’t back down from him, no matter how hard that would be.

“I have nothing to say to you,” the taller man snapped, knowing full well what his friend came to talk to him about. He saw what happened last night with his own two eyes. And the last thing he wanted right now was everyone clamoring around him demanding explanations. Right now, all Aoi wanted was to be left alone with his pain, with his betrayal.

“Aoi, it’s not what you think…” the shorter man started in a softer voice. That small glimpse of a hurt expression on the raven haired man’s face didn’t go unnoticed by Ruki. If it’s one thing that vocalist was good at, it was reading people’s expressions. Nothing got past that man. Plus, he was just as stubborn as the guitarist, so both of them knew this wasn’t going to be an easy conversation.

“Like hell it is!” the taller man cut Ruki off. “I can’t believe you’re actually defending him! You don’t know what happened! You weren’t there! I saw it! I fucking saw it!” Aoi could feel his rage building up inside of him again, just like last night. Last night…when he saw his lover, the one and only person in the world he truly loved, with someone else. And not just anyone…no. It had to be the one person that infuriated him whenever he was around Kai. And the drummer knew that, which only made the betrayal worse.

“No…you’ve got it all wrong,” Ruki’s voice wavered a bit at his friend’s sudden outburst, his anger clearly getting the clouding his mind. But he knew he couldn’t back down, for Kai’s sake. He had to get through to Aoi, no matter how much verbal abuse he had to take. And boy was the guitarist good at beating people down with his words when he was mad. One time he even brought the calm, strong Uruha to tears, which is a hard task to accomplish. The raven haired man’s temper is not one to be messed with…sometimes even Aoi scared himself with the things he heard himself say. But this was no time to second-guess himself.

“Oh, let me guess,” Aoi mocked, “Kai trusted you with his little secret, so that’s why you’re siding with him. Am I right little Ruki?”

“No. There’s no secret. Aoi, he…”

“HE WHAT? Was he sleeping with YOU too? Maybe I should call your precious Shou can let him know what you’ve been doing!!”

“Come on Aoi, calm down! You know that’s not true!”

“Is it? I don’t even know what to believe anymore. I put so much trust in Kai, and then he goes and stabs me in the back. Tell me Ruki, do you know how that feels? I loved him Ruki! I fucking LOVED him. And now…”

Ruki noticed the flinch in Aoi’s expression as the older man sank down into a nearby chair, keeping his gaze down. Maybe the little yelling match worked in his favor… The vocalist knew that there was no getting through to his friend in his current state. He was forced to move his priorities around a bit: first came calming Aoi down, then he’d explain that happened. The shorter man didn’t want to believe it, but now he was sure that his hunch was correct. All the pieces fit together now: Miyavi tried to seduce Kai, and Aoi walked in at the wrong time and got the wrong idea. And then after he ran away, Miyavi must have….

“Aoi…” the shorter man started softly. He took a few tentative steps towards the taller. “Aoi?” he repeated. He heard a sob come from the sitting man before he took a deep breath.

“It’s just…” Aoi started, his voice weaker and softer after his outburst, “How could he do this to me? He knew how I felt about Miyavi being so close to him. He gave me his word.” The raven haired man turned his gaze upward to look into his friend’s eyes. “I trusted him Ruki.”

The younger man took a seat in a neighboring chair, holding back all the emotions flooding his head. He had to stay calm and collected. “Aoi, listen to me. And don’t say anything, just listen,” he started, looking directly at his friend. He kept his firm stare until the guitarist nodded in a silent confirmation.

“Kai didn’t cheat on you,” Ruki took a few deep breaths. This was the first time he’d say this out loud…and it was hard. Now this is reality, no one can pretend it didn’t happen anymore. Flashbacks of his confrontation with Kai earlier played in his head…

“You hurt me! You ticked me! Me and Aoi both!”

“Aoi….save me….”

Ruki shook his head, ridding it of that memory. He knew, however, that it was much more painful for Kai. He took one more deep breath before speaking, Aoi staying perfectly silent, patiently waiting for his friend to speak.

“Aoi…I think Miyavi raped Kai.” Silence filled the room for a few minutes. Ruki gripped into the chair to keep himself upright. Aoi was lost in his thoughts, processing what his friend just said. He thought back to last night…the smug look on Miyavi’s face…the fear on Kai’s. He tried to remember every single detail of the scene….

He decided to come back to the studio to check on his lover, but as he walked up to the room, he heard moans. He stood there listening for a minute, before he realized that was the drummer’s voice. That’s when he burst in, finding Kai was blindfolded and Miyavi practically on top of him. Kai did seem surprised that he was at the door and not there Miyavi was…he remembered the look of horror when he took the blindfold off, the way he looked at Miyavi with such fear in his eyes…the way he screamed his name when he ran away…

“Oh my God…” Aoi’s whisper finally broke the heavy silence of the room. He shrank back into his chair, holding his head in his hands. Every time he closed his eyes, the guitarist could see his lover’s face, those eyes that held so much fear in them. “Dammit,” he hissed. “Fuck…why didn’t I stay?”

Ruki got to and moved to his friend’s side, kneeling in front of him. “Aoi?”

The guitarist looked at the vocalist. “Fuck! Shit, I should have stayed!” The older man was back to yelling, but this time it was only directed at himself. He felt worse than ever now, knowing he let something like his happen to the one person he held dear. “Stupid…stupid…” he softly chanted over and over to himself as he slammed his fists onto the table as hard as me possibly could.

“Aoi…don’t blame yourself. It’s not your fault.” The shorter man tried his best to soothe the raven haired man, but to no avail.

“Yes, Ruki. It is my fault,” their eyes met again. Ruki could see the inner battle going on in Aoi’s eyes, while the older man clenched his fists as hard as he could. He could see the hurt…the guilt… “I should have trusted him, and I didn’t. I was too caught up with myself that I didn’t see what was right in front of me! Don’t you get it? I let this happen to him.”

“Aoi snap out of it!” Now it was Ruki’s turn to yell, catching the taller man off guard. “We all know how much you love Kai. We all know that you wouldn’t do anything to hurt him. No one blames you Aoi. And right now, Kai needs you more than ever.” The vocalist had a gift for speaking the blunt truth, even if he was a little snappy with his devilry.

“I…” the guitarist tried to speak, but was cut off by the sound of Ruki’s phone ringing, making both men jump. He watched as the vocalist fumbled around his pockets to reach his cell. A quick glance at the screen told him it was just the person he needed to talk to.

“It’s Uruha. I asked him to look for Miyavi, cause I had a bad feeling,” he explained quickly before answering. “Hello?” he put it on speaker phone so Aoi could hear the conversation too.

“Ruki, it’s me,” Uruha said on the other line. “Have you talked to Aoi and Kai yet?”

“Yeah, I’m at Aoi’s now,” the younger man replied, glancing at the guitarist.

“Ok good, cause Aoi will probably wanna hear this too,” he started, sounding worried. “Reita and I can’t find Miyavi. We looked at his studio, his place, all his usual places. No one’s seen him either…It’s weird. No one has a clue where he is.”

Ruki and Aoi looked at each other with wide eyes in silence. They both knew where the taller vocalist went to…. “Kai!” They both said out loud.

“What?” At this point, Uruha had no idea what happened, so he was still left clueless. “Want us to check Kai’s place?”

Before Ruki could respond, the raven haired man ran past him, knocking the phone out of his hand. He grabbed his keys and jacket in a hurried frenzy. He paused for a moment to look back at Ruki, opening his mouth to say something.

“Save it,” Ruki cut him off before he could ever start. “Go.” Aoi smiled and nodded before turning to run out the door. The younger man picked up the neglected phone with a very worried Uruha repeating the vocalist’s name over and over on the other end.

“Uru…don’t bother going to Kai’s. This is something Aoi needs to do by himself.”


AN: Almost done!! XD This chapter turned out a bit different than I thought it would, but it works. And I think you guys will like what I have planned for the next chapter… ^^
Comments make Kai muse happy again! <3
And as a side note- a lot of people have been friending my personal journal. My fics are here in his comm., so join here for updates (and I put a temporary hold on friending for now…personal life is in shambles at the moment, lol). Sry guys ^^;


Posted by: ruki_chan90 (ruki_chan90)
Posted at: March 9th, 2008 09:11 pm (UTC)

Oh shit! O___O
Aoi has to save Kai! >0<
Can't wait to read if he's able to do it!

Posted by: † Ñøβara † (nyanya_nobara)
Posted at: March 10th, 2008 11:36 pm (UTC)

hehe ^^ I'll try to have it up soon :D

Posted by: sanochi (sanochi)
Posted at: March 9th, 2008 09:38 pm (UTC)

Go Aoi go! xD Kai needs saving!
I love your Ruki in this fikku, he's such as good friend :3

Please please make Aoi beat Myvs up! even though I still love Meevers, he has still hurt my precious Kai-chan and no-one, I mean NO-ONE hurts Kai and gets away with it!!! RAWRRR!!!11!!!1

Posted by: † Ñøβara † (nyanya_nobara)
Posted at: March 10th, 2008 11:37 pm (UTC)

Thank you ^^ Haha, St. Ruki, the voice of reason XP

Hahaha, Chapter 5 is in the works now, so you'll see soon :D

Posted by: +Cut down your discomfort wings+ (x_nihilistic)
Posted at: March 9th, 2008 10:14 pm (UTC)

Yay for Ruki being the voice of reason~
*sits back to watch Miyavis get beaten* >D

Posted by: † Ñøβara † (nyanya_nobara)
Posted at: March 10th, 2008 11:38 pm (UTC)

I'll try to have it up asap :D

Posted by: Lacey (soumei)
Posted at: March 9th, 2008 10:25 pm (UTC)
~gazette~ chibi ruki

gah!! you just had to stop there DDD:

i hope aoi gets there and beats the shit out of miyavi!!
sry myv :3

lol i loved it, and I cant wait for the next part!! XD

Posted by: † Ñøβara † (nyanya_nobara)
Posted at: March 10th, 2008 11:38 pm (UTC)

I'm mean with cliffhangers aren't I? *innocent smile* XD

Hehe, thanks ^_^ <3

Posted by: `Hiki (hikikomogomo)
Posted at: March 9th, 2008 11:05 pm (UTC)

Yes, Aoi! You should have stayed! D:

Anyway, you updated! I've been waiting for this to be posted up! ^^ When I saw you online on MSN, I was thinking the whole time "please, update. Please, update". xDD

And you did! Yay!

Um, the comment for the chapter...

LOVE! Go Aoi! GO! Go save Kai from Miyavi's dirty claws! Rawr. And kick his ass to! Shove your foot into his ass and see how he likes it! D:<

Anyway, yeah. Can't wait for the next chapter! ^^

Posted by: † Ñøβara † (nyanya_nobara)
Posted at: March 10th, 2008 11:39 pm (UTC)

Oh, that was your name I saw!! Sry, I totally forget people's MSN names if I don't talk to them often XD ^^;

Hehe, thanks for the comment ^^ I'll have it up soon :)

Posted by: Lauren (whythesunshines)
Posted at: March 9th, 2008 11:29 pm (UTC)

And another exciting chapter!!! O_O Can't wait 'til the next one! <3

Posted by: † Ñøβara † (nyanya_nobara)
Posted at: March 10th, 2008 11:40 pm (UTC)

Thanks ^_^ <3

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Posted by: † Ñøβara † (nyanya_nobara)
Posted at: March 10th, 2008 11:41 pm (UTC)

Hehe, Ruki has so many fans here XD
Thanks, I'll have it up as soon as I can ^_^

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Posted by: † Ñøβara † (nyanya_nobara)
Posted at: March 10th, 2008 11:42 pm (UTC)

Hehe, Aoi's got so many nice people rooting for him! XD
I'll update asap ^^

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Posted by: † Ñøβara † (nyanya_nobara)
Posted at: March 11th, 2008 03:09 am (UTC)

Yep, Myv is the villain XP
And Myv-muse is proving to be a very good one too! o.o

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Posted by: † Ñøβara † (nyanya_nobara)
Posted at: March 10th, 2008 11:42 pm (UTC)

Thanks ^_^ I'll try to be quick with updating :)

Posted by: Ellison Grey (nikuru)
Posted at: March 11th, 2008 07:58 am (UTC)

I must beg for a speedy update *-* PLEAAAAAASE :D

Posted by: † Ñøβara † (nyanya_nobara)
Posted at: March 11th, 2008 10:05 pm (UTC)

lol, I'll try to update as fast as I can!! :D

Posted by: Kei (keimaxwell)
Posted at: March 11th, 2008 02:33 pm (UTC)

Aw~ poor Kai-chan! ; 3;
Go Aoi, gotta beat Miyavi up good! >0

Posted by: † Ñøβara † (nyanya_nobara)
Posted at: March 11th, 2008 10:06 pm (UTC)

^_^ I'll update asap

Posted by: vaahtokarkki (stormberrys)
Posted at: March 12th, 2008 06:23 pm (UTC)


Posted by: † Ñøβara † (nyanya_nobara)
Posted at: March 12th, 2008 07:32 pm (UTC)


Posted by: hitsu711 (hitsu711)
Posted at: March 15th, 2008 07:18 am (UTC)

Aoi needs to go kick MYV`s @$$ D:<

go gett`em Aoi!!

cant wait for teh next part!!! =^.^=

Posted by: † Ñøβara † (nyanya_nobara)
Posted at: March 16th, 2008 02:26 pm (UTC)
Re: GO AOI!!

hehe thanks ^^ I'll have it up asap ^^

Posted by: vainballerina (vainballerina)
Posted at: May 20th, 2008 02:29 pm (UTC)

An update perhaps? I really wanna know what's next D:

Posted by: 景子 (kiss_my_sperm)
Posted at: September 6th, 2008 12:44 pm (UTC)
Ruki & Uruha // Laughing

Is this going to be updated at all? ;o;

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